These three words, they could change our lives forever.

Makonah,

I'm not a big fan of yours. I think you are not mine either. But let me tell you something, whatever you did is so not cool. I really thought you were happy with your life, posting pictures of joy and laughter with your new other-half. I guess your were just trying to fool people,eh?

Whatever it is, I really want you to know that I'm not liking your action(s). Mailing someone that you already bitch about (in your blog) is so WTF. Why would you want to reminisce your past sedangkan you already kutuk that person kawkaw? You made it public that you were hurt by what happened but reality, you mailed and tried to go down memory lane with that person.

News flash, Makonah. That person is no longer yours and never will be again. That person has already moved on the minute you said that you were seeing someone else, and that person was really hurt by you too. So, never think that if you are fooling people with your so-called-happiness, that person is faking too. That person is genuinely happy now.

Makonah,

I really thought you are far mature than this. You know what really tics me off? The fact that you lied. You fooled everyone by letting them think that you are so over the past. Why can't you just let go. Be happy with the person you are with now, be happy with your life. Why can't you just do that? Lagipon, you are already doing half of the job, why can't you just let go and truly be happy? Two words for you, MOVE ON.

One thing I really don't understand is, how could you sleep at night. You must be a good actor. Mentally, I consider you are cheating your new other half mentally and emotionally. I pity your new other-half. You and your action(s) disgust me. Really.

Mailing in private, forwarding things that had happened 3 years ago (literally) is not what people call moved on. Are you unhappy with your new life? I thought this is what you wanted? I thought you were in a way glad that it happened? So why the hell are you doing this? You must have knock your head somewhere hard to actually forget what happened. Need me to remind you? Do you need my help to react all the previous scenes?

I know I am an outsider in this, but you have to understand where all these come from. If you happen to read this and terasa, go on. Go on and terasa because it is about you, Makonah Honggang.

Keep my swagger, keep it looking good for ya !

Now I've got dreams of my own.

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye .

I now officially meng-label-kan myself as jiwang karat. Only to notice that my entry lately ni is purely dedicated to Drummer boi. The reason is because my play list in my lappy is all lovy dovy songs. Plus, Drummer boi makes me happy. And I on the contrary, write when Im happy not sad.

Today is our 'ulang-bulan' bak kata Drummer boi. How time flies when you're having fun. Pejam celik dah pon setengah tahun, soon it will be a year, and for all I know its already going to the second year. Can't wait to finish my studies and proceed to concentrating on my life + future. I'm super glad that I've found my future. I know no one is perfect but his imperfections make him puuurrrfect to me.

What's weird is, I'm super confident with this one. I don't doubt him. ( main main doubt ade laa) I know that he will never hurt me and do shitty things behind me. I just know it. Weird kan. How can one trust another only after a few months together. People tell me that never give 100% in a relationship. I'm putting 200% in this one!

It's not his words that make me trust him, fall deeper that I have ever been. It's HIM. The way he cares, the way he holds me, cair beb! Hahahaha. Minah remp disitu seketika!

Okey, enough about my love life. How 'bout yours? Is yours going as smooth as you expects it to be? Are you happy with whatever you're having + feeling? If you are, we're in the same boat!

"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."

Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano.

''When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are''

- Bruno Mars

Don't do it if you can't keep it up.

1992

Seeing this photo makes me think of the future, OUR future. Comel gak you when you were little. Lol!

Change is never easy. You fight to hold on.

Mostly people change for love because u can't say u truly love somebody when u're not willing to do everything u can to keep them in ur life.

BUT

Sometimes, the things that we've decided to avoid and get rid off are those things that are happening again and again.

I LOVE U, MONKEY.

August 8th.