Sleeping with the Enemy.

Why am I so lazy today? All I want to do today is sleep in and do nothing. I first woke up today at 945 am thanx to Drummer boi. Nothing beats waking up to his voice * grinnn. Anywhoo, we talked about last night ( the I-don't-know-what-happened-to-us, last night ) and I decided to continued on with my journey to the past. ( isn't that a title to some Chinese soap opera that I used to watch? ) The next time I woke up was at 1230 pm, also 'courtesy' of Drummer boi. I am beyond lazy today. I feel like its Sunday, I just want to stay in and tak mau mandi. Can meh?

Has anyone heard the song 'When I first saw you' from the Dreamgirls ost? Drummer boi asked me to listen to that song. He said thats how he feels. Tapi kan, the first time I saw him was dekat uptown Shah Alam. He wasn't even paying attention to me pon! To his defense,he said the first time he 'saw me' was later then masa kat office kaklong. Honestly, I did too. Being the type of person who talks to herself whenever she has the time to (not.lying.thank.you) I kinda berangan about being about him too.

Our relationship is sorta open in alot of ways. We are open to discussions even when it is involving our past. For me, Drummer boi is someone I could trust, someone who I can tell my heart to, regardless what and someone who I can really open up to whether it's the most silliest thing to how come my menses's color is weird. Love him for being all that!

**Mind my mushiness. Currently listening to 'When I first saw you.'**

Weirdkan, even before I was him, I was already eying for him. Somehow, I kinda dah rasa that sooner or later I'll eventually end up with him. And what's even weirder, my last 'friend' also sensed it. Maybe because I constantly talking about Drummer boi to him whenevr I have new 'info' about Drummer boi. He once said and I quote " I rasa deep down inside, you macam interested with this guy. Besides, korang nampak macam padan je." HAH! Thank you la sebab mulut you masin, Sameon.

***Pengantin adalah hiasan semata mata.

I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound.

I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you.

Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without.

Love has good and bad aspects to it.

But its the greatest thing we have, dont let the negative get in the way of the positive.

Love, its a word we often use. Either to describe the enthusiastic feeling of extreme likeness or simply the pure feeling towards something or somebody. Make love on the other hand, *blushing* is something I shouldn't describe here.

In today's case, LOVE is Drummer boi. With the rate of everything, I feel like falling out of love with him is near to impossible. The relationship is just perfectly normal. Which translates into perfectly perfect. I know, it has just been 6 months but what we have is more then a 6 year old relationship has. I am just so in love. Like what I told my sister and the hubster, " he's simply a breath of fresh air."

Funny how sometimes being in the arms of someone you love can make you forget the whole world, how by just being there in his arms makes you feel like the luckiest, most loved and so in love,kan. That's how I feel for Drummer boi. I just love the way he makes me feel. The way he holds my hand tight and makes me feel so safe and belong. The way he makes me fall even more in love with him by just looking into my eyes. How his small gestures give a great impact to me.

To you,

Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you

Not alone, tell me you feel it too

And I would runaway

I would runaway

I would runaway with you

Cause I have fallen in love

With you, no never have

I'm never gonna stop falling in love, with you.

-The Corrs

*crap

No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen.