Touching your face, Invading your space.

Currently I am hooked on this song. No personal reasons, I love Ne-Yo. That's not personal right? Anyway, I woke up today with mata sembab, hidung gatal and penyakit malas menyelubungi jiwa. My next paper is in another 3 days and saya sangat malas untuk study! Momma G today macam aksen semacam je. Stress kot because our broadband macam taik je these fews days. Note: Momma G is addicted to FB y'all!! Nothing much has happened since I woke up. Haha ya la because I just woke up like 5minutes ago! Last night was hell. Maybe the honeymoon period is over. O-V-E-R! I tell you. Drummer boi and I are officially normal now. We quarrel. Notice that I don't use the word fight? Still in denial mood. Terima kasih.

Tak suka. Tak suka. Tak suka.

I pity Drummer boi yang stuck dengan I. But at the same time, blessed that ada jugak orang nak tolerate with me. He has been nothing but super good. I je yang nak TER cari err gado. Sebut pon pelan pelan okey!

Tomorrow the cats on my forehead is going to be threaded off. Yeay! Dah tak sanggup nak tengok muka kat cermin. It's so messy. Encik Days After says that I poyo. Before this tak pegi threading okey je, kata beliau. Oowwh, masa tu my house where got cermin! Or i tak cermin diri! lol.

Can't wait.

Cik Puan tak la Muda but ye sangat suka Stress tu yang poyo. Said she's bringing Momma G's pre/post loved bags last night but never did. Terlupa kata nya. Alaa, just admit it that you lupa because you got too excited over the nasi chicken dry chili kat Rafi. To those yang tak pernah rasa, please do go and try it out. Sedap tak hengat babe! Harga pon berpatutan, hanya RM6.90 je kalau tak salah. Dihidang diatas pinggan ala mangkuk putih bersih with timun and carrot dihiris halus halus. Sekali cuba, pasti nak lagi!

Roses are red, violets are blue, but I only got one red rose, from you!

Drummer boi turned vanilla boi today.

Soalan cepumas.

Question 1.

What do we address a janda? Cik or Puan. Or non of the above?

Question 2.

Why do I even want to know what to address her? Just call her "her" cukup la. Bengs!

Anywhoooo. Cerita penglipur lara malam ini mengisahkan seseorang yang berkenaan. Okey, let me warn you that I am emotional and very much hormonal at the time of kejadian. Eh, silap. I'm always emotional and claims to be hormonal.

You claim that you guys are good/great friends but why are you doing this. Why can't you be happy for him considering what he has gone through? It's not like you don't know how much pain he was in before this. Why do you have to be difficult? I refuse to think the worst of people but whatever you are doing is not very clever. Please stop being (should I say childish or dumb) like this. You do realize that the only person you are hurting is yourself. We are very much happy and... happy. =) Perlu bukti ke?

Seriously, I thought we had past these nonsenses. The case of the Axe thing, the other girl thing, the I don't like this and that thing pup pup suddenly came pulak this thing. Why can't people be happy for orang lain. Why can't you just suck it up knowing that you guys are never going to be. Shit happens la babe wa cakap dengan lu. And you very much know that that shit happened pon because of you. So, bak kata Drummer boi and I quote, "tang mana yang you tak paham?" Please rest the case boleh tak.

Haha. Ye. Saya tau sekiranya ada orang yang berkenaan tu terbaca post ini, mesti dia sumpah seranah saya. Tapi saya hanya meluahkan perasaan yang terbuku di hati. Sorry la if my words ni buat you terasa. I just thought you should know. I refused to think of the worst in people and I trust my knight in shinning grey hair itu. Sebenarnya, I tried to believe in you too. I tried to understand what you are going through and how lonely it is for you. But you left me with no choice la wahai Cik/Puan/non of the above. You have to stop.

Pheww. Eeennooougggh about her. Lets talk about me. Haha.

Yeah I know, sangat ketinggalan.

Testing.

Omg! I really don't know whats gotten into me, first tweeting then blogging? I must feel like it the end of the world or something. I already own a diary, what am I still doing here? Maybe I'm just preparing myself for the nearly 2 months of holidays which starts..humm the week after next. Yeay!!

Anyway, my sister has been doing this for almost forever and it never crosses my mind, naaah penipu! penah laa crosses my mind to blog but I didn't actually buat. I forgot why I tak jadi. School maybe. Phffff lying again! Tah la I totally forgot why. Ada one time tu when I broke up with my then BF, my sister and her now husband ada la ask me to blog she said and i qoute " now it's a good time to start blogging" but I didn't. Ada ke suruh a single gal like me to start dedicating myself to the computer when what I should really do is go out and start searching for the next potential mate. ( I just suddenly made myself sound like an animal!)

Anywaaay, can't wait to start pouring my soul here. Has alot and let me repeat ALOT of things to write. Today can't do. Tomorrow ada paper. Study pon tak habis lagi. Still has alot to khatam. But still had the time to go teman Momma G pegi shopping just now. Nothing can stop a girl from shopping right. Though I am supposed to save my money because Drummer Boi's birthday is coming and I have no clue what to buy him. He gave me something that was beyond what I was expecting, and now I feel that I should atleast put some effort on it.

So, Ill try to write soon.

p/s : why exes make our life difficult? And why should you say something that is 1. not true, 2. not even near the truth? Why can't you move on and except it? I think you have lost your mind. I think you've blocked all the details and reversed the whole thing and make it sound as though you sangat tidak bersalah. Well let me tell you something, if it wasn't because you (too) things tak jadi like this. oh-key!